Harrah's Rincon

Woohoo, I got the externship at Harrah's Rincon in San Diego. I have mixed feelings though. I am very happy I will be getting paid (and well) and relieved I have something set up, but am scared to leave Portland. As much as I miss SoCal, Portland fits my no car situation nicely (due to the max). I will be sad to be away from Vince and Minnie (Charlie is coming with me!) hopefully we can last a 6 weeks apart. I am also worried that I will love being back in SoCal so much that I won't want to come back. Or what if I hate it so much from the heat that I want nothing more then to be back up in PDX. I really with there was a book that told all! Ok not really but I want to feel like I am 100% confident in what I choose.